I have no power where i live.
Hello, come in sit down put your feet up and relax. Coffee, tea, or you know . . .Me.
If it is the coffee you want then pick a good one because when one drinks coffee it is important that they do in fact do enjoy the cup they are drinking, the whole pot for that matter.
And if it is the TEA . . .Well then, you tea drinking people. I do Love ONE cup of Great tasting tea . . .I must say, i am a coffee drinker myself, but i have had over the years, cups of tea that would blow your socks off, and not get enough of it. Oh so good.
But then . . .Should it be me you came in for . . .Well hello and have a seat . . .
Then i would just sit and look at you and in my head, [ my mind's eye], i would sit and think weird things about you and would not be able to help myself . . .I’d even get out of hand and actually start laughing at you. I’m telling you the truth.
But then on the other hand i may very well talk your ear off and you would find a way to leave. But this all depends . . .I may very well just sit and listen to you talk.
ABOUT WHAT THOUGH
That depends too, because, somethings you just don’t talk about. Think about it . . .I am quite sure there are things that you do not will not , oops . . .[I said will not ]. Sorry. Do not, or won’t talk about. We all are that way. I wonder . . .Picture this.
Oh no, i can not tell you of this. And this is not part of an example it is actually something i can not talk about. Plus believe me, when i now tell you it was not planned it was a simple mistake. [ It is a good example though, is it not].
Not funny but it is funny how some people, most people hate that when someone starts to talk then stops. Do we not. Why not. It is like putting a plate of food in front of a body that has not eaten for days, then you take it away. What? No no no. Tell me.
For all i care we can sit and have a chat about people who actually go for walks and as they do so they carry a bag and pick up other people’s waste they toss to the ground? I could talk about that. When i toss my gum away, i sneak it in my hand and look around and flick my wrist and let go and hope that my gum actually lands somewhere maybe a bird will eat it or something eats it, before it sticks to any ones shoe. So thank God for those people who toss their garbage giving walkers something to do.
How many people like to have a second cup of what ever they drink. I do . . .unless it is water . . .That stuff is for washing and cleaning and lots of other dirty things. Probably why i drink coffee in the first place. But then i would have to say no, it is indeed the second reason why i drink coffee. The first would be tea started to hurt my stomach, so i started drinking tea and went to coffee. It is not very often i have one drink.
We could have a chat about funny things, and that too, people have their own views about what is funny and what is not. Just like some people have a run on talk. Like i do at times, and people want me to put a coma and i don’t feel it is nessassery at the time or moment, so i don’t put it. Wouldn’t it be the same if i were to tell you how to talk? Yes it would. But not today . . .Today we Learn that it is very important to LISTEN and nothing more, Just LISTEN to others, this is how you learn to understand how TO BE with others. And this is what we want out of life, TO BE. We all want to feel WELCOME and we all want to be. I can tell you the best way to be able to just BE, is to be able to LISTEN to other people and watch how they get along. Now go listen and see what you learned. Oh brother . . .It sounds like i am telling you to be snoops or busy-bodies or intruders or nosy.
But i am not . . .I did not mention sneaking or peeking or anything eeking. Just listen to people when they are around you, their reactions or actions, to other people’s words.
Welcome to my BLOG to BE.
Oh and about the [will not ] up top . . .A will not, is a will knot, which is a small ball of poo stuck to the or a hair on your bum. Now, are you TO BE at work?
FEET WHAT ARE FEET How are your feet.
We use them to stand on, walk, skip, jump, run and play. FEET have toes. Odd looking things, like short fingers. These toes sure come in handy for some people. [ People with no hands ], that is. They use their toes on their FEET like hands and fingers.
FEET . . .They get so sore. They get used and abused not treated very well at all. Yet we rely on them to take us everywhere without a thought or care, just get us there.
FEET they should be cushioned and cuddled and treated like royal things. They need proper shoes and lots of foot-care, soaks and rubs and velvet creams.
FEET where would we be without you.
First of all, what are directions.
- Instruction i am no good at this function.
- An order i like that.
- Management i can do that.
- Moving toward something i find that all depends.
- Guidance i Love this movement.
- A point one faces i haven’t got a clue
We all need directions in our lives whether, weather, we think we like it or not.
Sometimes providing the weather our directions must be changed.
Also too, our daily walk through life has it’s direction as well. I wonder how well we follow that. Or if we even follow it properly. How many of us are on the right path anyway.
I gave directions once, [actually forced to]. I can not tell you how many times i told my step father i did not know the way to this city, which happened to be a twin city and i lived in the one city. Confusing? I know. None the matter the directions i gave him took us to a different city outside both our con-joining cities. Man he was pissed. But i told him over and over i did not know and he being fascinated by the fact that i did not know he had to prove that i had to know. How could i not know? How would i know i said to him after all his complaining about it when he saw the big high way sign reading BLAH BLAH. He was mad like a dog at me and i laughed out of ,[ the old, in trouble now ], laugh. What else could i di anyway . . .I said i did not know.
Now when certain events come up and i and he are involved it is a joke I take you, i will show you the way . . .Ha ha ha they all laugh. Me too.
But what can i say . . .Every-step you take is a direction in life. But which one is the right one, you know what i mean. Which way are you going to go.
Thousands of people take directions quite well and thousands of people have trouble following directions. This makes it hard for some people to get along with each other.
Such a small word DIRECTION and it causes so much pain and trouble and deaths and all sorts of things. Somewhat like the weather, it is always changing directions and things and people get hurt. What can i say, i’m just saying. You know what i mean.
A POINT ONE FACES I haven’t got a clue . . .I do now. Just now, did i come to understand what, this statement means. Never mind . . .something was telling me that it had something to do with the center of your thinking, properly, or something there like that . . .But then, i can only say, what? The core of your frontal lobe, brain spot.
I’m thinking it is a thought of guidance taken in one’s mind. POINT OF VIEW . . .That is a direction too. Hey, maybe i do understand.
Oh brother . . .here we go again, i’m running away once again and nobody knows.
I ran away several times before and it did help for a while. Now i STRONGLY FEEL IT is time to go. Of course if you ask me why i will say i do not know . . .But this is undeniably wrong. I do know. I just won’t tell. And why won’t i tell you may say. [You knowing full well that yes in-deed it is healthy for me to tell]. What you don’t know is my only answer for now is and will be, because.
- Because i said why hundreds of times.
- Because i complained nicely about it lots.
- Because i am not here to do things not for me.
- Because i can clearly see you do not need me anymore.
- Because i realize you have full control over everything.
- Because i have lost all control of myself.
I do nothing but wake and sit and drink coffee and sit and eat and sit and sleep and wake and eat and sit and sleep. I don’t even look in the mirror more than half the time and i quit caring to wash if i do not smell. The cloths on my back have stayed on my back for a week now and you do not even notice or care. I have no place for my belongings, yet it is my home you live in.
I’m running away again backwards this time i am running back to you, you who i ran from first. You whom my heart will not leave. You who i could never understand so different. Out of my caliber. A prince i felt you were, your words were rich with knowledge and British i never understood how much you really did Love me. I did not know you Loved me. I ran to find Love.
So i am running away again and because is my answer. Because i understand Love now.
We both wish to say hi, hello, How are you . . .We both want to tell you something.
WE DO NOT MAKE ANY MONIES WHAT SO EVER FOR ANY WRITINGS POSTED.
WE DO NOT MAKE ANY MONIES FOR USING ANY PICTURES.
AS FAR AS WE KNOW THERE ARE NO ADDS RUNNING ON EITHER SITE.
THERE BETTER NOT BE THERE IS NO PREMISSION GIVEN
EVERYTHING WE DO WE DO FOR YOU FREE OF CHARGE AND FROM THE HEART
MYRITINGBOARD & NO-NAMES.ORG WISHES YOU ALL A GOOD DAY
I was given away and nobody wanted to hold me and i was run over by horse and buggy and hit by car three times. I remember the train tracks and bridge running high above the water, and the large logs floating up the river. I remember all to well how you touched me.
I was three and you were 18. I tried not to cry and you practised. I learned to follow your every word, so you would not hurt me. I remember all to well your toy army jeeps and army-men, your cowboys and indians, and even you going in. I remember when i was little i belonged to you until i was seven.
I was sent somewhere else to be beat until i was 15, and ended up raped on school grounds.
I was attacked four times between the age of 10 and 18 that i remember and stocked at the age of twenty-one. I remember when i was little. I lived with my grandparents and you.
Is there any other way to say it . . .
Wishing and wanting for things . . .Don’t just sit there stuffing your face with a hot plate of beans on toast. Get out and do something about things anything at all. Even if it is just walking and talking to your Lord. Even if it is sitting in the park chatting to a homeless person. Anything is better than sitting alone wishing. You will see if you have a good heart with good intentions or if all you wish for is for you, just you.
I wish too, only i wish for you . . .I wish you would not leave silly sex comments and comments that have nothing to do with my work for you.