Category Archives: Depression

DON’T WAIT FOR LOVE LET LOVE COME TO YOU

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So you are waiting for Love everywhere and you still can not find it . . .Ever ask yourself why? Is there even Love out there for me? How come i can’t get people to Love me? What is wrong with me! ? Do i BLAH BLAH too much, is my hair the wrong color? Is there something wrong  with my face? Is it because i don’t have ?/??, this question varies. [ I wouldn't have a clue as to what you may compare yourself to ].  But we all have something we all think is the cause for not FINDING LOVE. WE WAIT!oct nov 2011 (60)

Then forget to live life,  wasting time Looking for Love. Do you even Love yourself?  How do you like yourself?   Rather . . .Do you even like yourself?   There is your time wasted again . . .All that time you were going on about Love you could have been spending it on you! Learning to like who you are and what you can do and like to do.Thne while you were being you . . .Look at that, Love found you.

Step one . . .LEARNING TO GET ALONG WITH ALL OTHER PEOPLE

Step two . . .TAKE-UP A HOBBY OF ANYTHING YOU, ALWAYS WANTED TO DO

Step three . . .SEE YOUR PROJECT TO THE END NOT BEING A QUITTER/LOOSER/GIVER-UP-ER

Learn how to say “Hello” while you scratch the small of your back . . .That way they won’t want to shake your hand. And if that don’t work straighten your cloths.  But the whole idea is to strike-up a conversation, need a tree? By the straightening of the cloths . . .Well this actually gets you ALL SHOOK_UP, limber, relaxed, and so on . . .While   you are doing this dusting off and straightening cloths thing, you  are allowing yourself the time to thing of something to say or what to even say.  The whole time the person watching you is probably thinking you have lice or something there like that.   You at least gained the attention, hoping some how this will all turn into LOVE   Love you were,are,  waiting for.    Silly you, go paint a tree or shovel a hole for a tree, Build a bird-house  or row a boat. Don’t wait for Love, Let Love come to you. 6-30-2010 3;03;22 PM

Step one . . .MEET PEOPLE

Step two . . .YOU HAVE TO LEAVE THE HOUSE

Step three . . .REMEMBER WHO YOU ONCE WERE BE THAT AGAIN FIRST

DON’T WAIT FOR LOVE

There is a lot of people out there who are hurting-just like,  thousands,  of people wanting waiting for Love, but they go on, because they believe, they want to live life. These are the people who believe in maybe someday! And they do what they like to do in-between. This in-between is THE DISTRACTIONS in life calling to them to race across the world on a skateboard wearing nothing but a hammock! Or something there like that. Turns out  these people . . .Prefer to enjoy life and Love it nice, but it is not everything in the world that you could be doing besides waiting for Love. These people live a blast, happy everyday, this  basically tells you you are,  wasting your life, losing who you are turning into a nobody all by your own doing, cause you choose to wait for LOVE.

LET LOVE COME TO YOU

Like a brave knight move onto anything else you thought you would like to try!, Write a cook-book, ride a horse, give one of your rooms a face-lift, paint a cow or try. Find who you are and see if you like you, pay-attention to you, LOVE YOU first!   Have fun with things you thought you always wanted to do. LOVE WILL COME TO YOU, as you are being yourself.   As it turns out, there happens to be tons of people like you,  but you have to get out there, leave your house and do the things you like to do. , you will see many people doing what you are doing.  But you have to go to where the crowd is. But not to LOOK FOR LOVE! To have the best fun you can . . .All people see when any-one is having fun, people like to see fun!IMG_3799_01

So if you are a person waiting for LOVE . . .You are waiting for NOTHING/WASTING AWAY/LIFE-LESS/SAD/SHY/SELF-CONCOINIOUS/WISHING THEY WERE A KID AGAIN TO DO THINGS DIFFERENT/ ODD/IGNORANT OF THE VERY WORD LOVE/SELF-LOTH.

  • NO-BODY IN THE WHOLE WIDE  WORLD WANTS  TO love ANYONE LIKE THAT!  
  • PEOPLE LIKE TO lOVE PEOPLE WHO LIKE AND LOVE THEMSELVES
  • PEOPLE LOVE TO BE ACTIVE WITH OTHER PEOPLE
  • FIND YOURSELF AND BE YOU PEOPLE WILL COME TO YOU

YUCK I HATE ANY FORM OF WATING. And i hate it when i forget to unlock the ‘Caps Lock” button, but i move on because i believe in me/ not all the time . . . oct nov 2011 (111)

 

 

 

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ALL THE GOOD PEOPLE DO IT TOO/WHINING I WANT MORE FEE COOKIES

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Whinnying-all good people whine/THEY DON’T KNOW IT

Odd how people are always telling certain people,  that,  [you whine,  all the time]. But so do they . . .

Just by telling you,  that you,  are whinnying all the time.  Yet,  this telling you,  in its self,  is a whin. BUT . . .

WHAT IS A WHINE

  • A whine is a TONE  in the throat as you talk.
  • A sour  musical note as you SPEAK.
  • A disturbance to the ear.
  • Annoying to the brain causing currents of pain
  • A whine can cause violence
  • At times a whine will get you what you want.
  • A whine is what we all do, even good people, who believe they don’t do it too.
  • A whine is not taking NO!, for your answer.

So . . .Unless you are whining as you talk,  you are not whinnying at all, just wondering, although . . .Wondering is often confused with whinnying,  by people who think they don’t whine.

 Whinnying Children are scary they don’t stop until they get what they want

But they have to be taught in a  [ kindly manner ], to understand just to ask without,  a cry in the voice.  This will, take time in the learning,  depending the lessons given. None violent, and without failure to correct the whine each and every time.  Soon the child will learn to reason.

It is like   THE LAST OF THE  FEE  COOKIES AND HOW I WHINED BUT I DIDN’T THINK I WAS, it had to be the sound coming from my voice.WAQNTING MORE FEE COOKIES IMAG0445 IMAG0446 IMAG0447 IMAG0448 IMAG0449 IMAG0450

 

THEY CALL ME WERID/LUCYANNA

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HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOUCALL WEIRD

I am sure all people are guilty of naming an other person as weird. What does weird even mean?

  • STRANGE
  • IN DIFFERENT
  • OFF CENTERED
  • NOT RIGHT

What else is weird?

Out of the ordinary out of sorts out of your mind. They call me weird.

They call me weird as to how i think. I ask . . .What is weird about how i think?

  1. I was taught to think
  2. So i always think
  3. At least i think.

Is it what i think they call me weird?

“Again . . .THE QUESTIONS! . . .Why do people come to me, LUCYANNA, and ask the weirdest questions?”

So i asked myself, why would people call someone weird, and have i called anyone weird . . .Yes i have as the matter of fact. But i will tell you i called this person weird because he was starting to act scary. Meaning, what i said to the weird-o is . . .”Holy you’re weird.” This caught their attention all over me. Where i wanted it.  Lets just say WEIRD is a dangerous word to call anyone, depending on how you use the word in a sentence, and your actions to follow.”

Meaning . . .I choose to use the “WEIRD” word as a weapon not a hurt, not a mean thought. To reel in my captured, gaining peace and all fun.

TO CALL ANYONE WEIRD TO HURT FEELINGS

Have i done that? dammit . . .Yes i have. But i felt it in my heart for so long i do not seldom do it. As the matter of fact i have not called anyone weird for some time now. But this is only because i came to understand the

  • DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WEIRD AND WEIRD.
  • LIKE THIS IS WEIRD
  • BUT DAMMIT WHO CARES NOBODY IS HURT

Did any of that answer your QUESTION?

Hey what can i say . . .They call me weird.

TOO SUFFER-WHAT DOES IT EVEN MEAN-IN ME FEAR NOT YOUR FEARS

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TO SUFFER

I do not suffer you, you suffer yourself for your own addictions.

I say unto you, Suffer not unto me.

What does that even mean to you.

In me,  fear not your fears.

WE SUFFER IN OUR-SELVES ADDICTIONS WE CHOSE

THEN WE BLAME GOD FOR THE SUFFER [YEAH, WELL],

GOD DID NOT MAKE YOU DO THE CHAIN SMOKING OR THE DRUGS OR THE GAMBLING OR THE SUFFERING YOU ARE GOING THROUGH.

You forgot or you were not taught in god not to suffer unto him and fear not in god and fear no fears. In god there is no fear the fear is what you choose to fear in. To be afraid of,  in its stead of fear not. You again suffer yourself.

  • TO SUFFER
  • TO CRAVE
  • TO FEAR

Is not in God. FEAR GOD should you do evil. The wrong and the bad are always forgiven. You know you are forgiven by God when after you ask you will feel good.  

Fear not my child i am here with you. Suffer unto me that i may heal thy thoughts, in me lay the courage to fear not.

  • To suffer:

Sometimes we have no say in our suffering.  This is being abducted beyond your control suffering afflictions from something evil. ”Torment beyond belief”.

In this case you believe and cry unto the God your father to help, giving you strength to smit should you choose to fear not.

{But when evil takes our children it is not the fault of God the child was left a lone for the taking}.

  • This i tell you,  as i suffer my crave for my addiction.
  • I feel the suffer is great making me edgy.
  • I have no fear should i turn to god asking for help.
  • I know he will end this suffer i put upon myself.
  • I know in him i need not suffer no more.

But am i ready.000_0285

 

 

 

 

 

HELLO

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WELL IT HAS BEEN A WHILE THAT I BLOG TO YOU . . .

[AND DAMN, I HATE IT WHEN I FORGET TO TAKE THE CAPS OFF].

Anyway hello. How is your day. Hope it is as good as it can be. And if not,  then you should do something to make it happy and not rely on anyone else to make it happy for you.    Because quite frankly,  it is no one elses,  duty or business to make you happy.  Or even think they have to for all that matters.   Happiness is all up to you.

So how do you do . . .It’s cold outside, frosty is hanging in no matter what kind of snowstorm nature throws at him. Good job Frosty, you rock!

So how have you been getting along with every,  one.

  1. Have you been on your best behavior
  2. Have you given or taken care to care
  3. Have you’ve had a grand old-time being you?

Nonamesdotorg has been on a shutdown due to some sort of meltdown that is to hot to handle at this point in time.

 So. Now,  back to you . . .How have you been keeping.

This shutdown has me floored

hardened  wax.  But you are the wick in my stick keeping me a glow. Flickering Shadows of  the untold sending back tracks of recommended links remember- ing you.  It has been a while,  i say  HELLO  to you.

I’M JUST SAYING-BYSANYAVERO

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The only things with washing all your cloths is you have to put them away.

The only things is when you want to paint you have to wash your brushes.

The only thing is if you want to eat clean up your mess wash your dishes.

The only thing is i’m just saying, bysanyavero, pick your shit up. I mean come on man. Why should i have to, not that i don’t want to, i’m just saying,  pick-yourself-up.

 

 

ON STRIKE

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ON STRIKE-QUIT

  1. Quit everything
  2. Quit something
  3. Quit

So now what . . .What will you do

  1. Start something
  2. Sit around
  3. Sulk

What . . .What will you do.  What did you quit. What happens now depends what you quit and to what extent did you quit.

  1. Totally everything
  2. Life
  3. Certain things

Should you still want to do certain things and did not quit everything then you always have something to fall on.  Should you quit it all then you pretend you have nothing left. When in actual fact you have. Everything!

Indeed you have it all . . .You just do not want to do anymore. So then you can always remain you. ON STRIKE.  Doing something you always wanted to do and have a blast doing it knowing it is you quitting.

  1. On yourself
  2. On others
  3. On you

I wish i had something, anything i could go on strike for. But there is nothing.

Oh wait a minute . . .I can go ON STRIKE and stop doing everyone’s cleaning. They can all lick their own ass. Butt. or something there like that. I want to be me. I’ll show them who is going on strike.

PICTURE THIS

What if i was the best ass licker in town, everyone came to get their ass licked and were proud of it. Even the mayor put up banners around town, proud to have the most favored town containing the greatest ass licker world-wide.

Of course this would bring in people from all over the GLOBE bringing in riches keeping the towns people content then i QUIT! I GO ON STRIKE! Plaster signs across the border and in markets.

ON STRIKE NO MORE ASS LICKING

Now everyone is wondering what the hell i’m going to do, following me around town waiting and watching in anticipation as to what’s going to happen now? No more ass licking . . .What the crap ass is that.

Well i’ve been ass licking for so long i don’t know what to do. Poo on you. Sooner or later i went missing and found myself listening to way deep in the JUNGLE where you can hear the cry of the Pisona bird, [pisona pisona pisona]. Now i just do what i want which is not having to ass lick.

Glad i went on strike

HE SAID SHE SAID MY DUET SONG.

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He said she said.

I saw a picture of you

Yeah i changed my hair

I thought you looked different

yeah i feel different too

Nothing more was said between them.   They went on their way.

He said she said      this   in their heads

i wonder what she does     is she sad or is she happy    did she make it on her own     i changed in my ways     i’m sorry i hurt her

i remember that smile    the glow in his eyes    empty cold pillow remains at myside does he still drink tea

Nothing more was said between them          Love unbound

He said she said        in their sleep

i remember her by my side    it felt good   if she was here now    would i Love her like i should   i’m set in my ways   busy days

i remember his body      it was warm next mine      i still love you    can’t get you out of my mind  but he took another  to many times

Nothing more was said between them  nothing more was said   Love unbound

He said she said

i’m set in my ways   i still love you   i’m busy today  would he come for tea   she looks different  where did we go wrong  i still love you

NOTHING MORE WAS SAID.

HE SAID

SHE SAID

IN THIS LOVE UNBOUND

 

WITH-IN-TENT LESSON

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With-in-tent: Meaning inside. Surrounded covered. This is knowing. With intent knowing the whole time you had it covered. Knowing the outcome the whole time. Intent.

Picture this

He/she knew if going to the party meant starting an argument with the parents or husband/wife or sister/brother, or friends/family. But this was not a concern when people fought or not as long as he/she got what they wanted.

He/she was going to the party at any cost intended!  No matter what he/she scoped out their plan and set to work. With in tent.

INTENTIONS AND WITHINTENT ARE

  • TWO DIFFERENT THINGS
  • TWO DIFFERENT ACTIONS
  • TWO DIFFERENT  THINKINGS.

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